Pressure is taking its toll on me.

I wanna have money (not rich, just enough for me to not work during school days).
I wanna feel happy (I don't like what is happening now).
I wanna have time ( I don't have the freedom of it. At all.).
I wanna be like any normal teenager (One who doesn't have to fend for herself, pays for her own school fees, just a girl who can live the way a teenager should live).
I wanna lie in the bed when I don't feel comfortable (I still have to fake a smile & run around for the sake of those little pennies).
I wanna rest (but I don't think I can ever, not even during holidays).



But why?



Life is unfair, yes, I know.
But I'm still a human.
Even machines will have the day when they break down.
I feel like a robot. 24/7 operated, never turned off.